Coincidences

There are so many coincidences in this world. I've passed almost all the night awake thinking, thinking and re-thinking. As much we think on something less we can understand ourselves. This morning I came to work and I had the following song to listen on one of my feed. I've got the music and I'm listening it repeatedly since about 1 hour ago.

The lyric is below and describes exactly my mood for the next days, until I find the f*cking answer.

In The Shadows - The Rasmus

No sleep,
No sleep, until I'm done with finding the answer
Won't stop,
Won't stop, before I find the cure for this cancer
Sometimes, I feel like going down I'm so disconnected
Somehow, I know that I am haunted to be wanted
I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
In the shadows
in the shadows
They say, that I must learn to kill before I can feel safe
But I, I'd rather kill myself than turn into their slave
Sometimes, I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow, I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder
I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
Lately, I've been walking, walking in circles
Watching, waiting for something
Feel me, touch me, heal me
Come take me higher
I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
I've been watching
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been living for tomorrows
In the shadows
In the shadows
I've been waiting