Strange Feeling

All of us have good and bad days. Our feelings depend not only on the day H, but also on our mood. We can have a terrible day at work and keeping a good mood. In this moment, my mood is quite “deep”, what I mean is “don’t bother me and I will not … you.” In such days, I really want to stay alone in my corner.

Today I had no patience to have lunch at home. But I did not have lunch with other colleagues, as I said “I would prefer to stay alone”. So I went to the snack-bar, downstairs of this building. To walk the minimum and cross by the minimum number of people, that was my purpose.

At the snack-bar, there was many people, i.e., to many people to feel good with my mood (or myself). Do you know which is the strange feeling of desiring to disappear, to have lunch the fast as you can and return to the office as soon as possible?! I’ve found the place & environment claustrophobic. Today, I wish to go home quickly, as I’ve whished in the boring day’s school, when I was a child.