Quero um abraço especial

Ultimamente os abraços de consolo têm sido alguns. Hoje tive mais um, mas ainda não tive aquele que realmente eu quero.



Como só o papá é que consegue actualizar a página do bebé, aqui fica um abraço a todos os que estão connosco. Não tenho estado muito comunicativa, além do cansaço notório, também não tenho palavras para dizer.



Um abraço e um beijinho a todos,

Mamã

Google Always in Advance

I really don't know how Google manages the advertisements.

Sometimes it seems that I have a female IP, like this time. Check the image below... do you see the pub on the right column?! This is the new Alberto's blog (in Portuguese)

Or... perhaps Alberto is concerned and has made a special @verb for me like he has made in his parrot (#1469). Each time I enter in his room I have the parrot greetings:

Parrot [to natinha] Craah! Ola gostosona!

Ei... I've found a little mistake... Alberto you need to put the two dots (:) after the [to natinha].

Anyway, if someone is concerned about me, do not worry. I know which is my fertile period (and that includes Google too)! :D

Have a Nice Weekend

Old Passions

To be honest I took this picture from another friend. This remembers me something (recent or not!), the affection, the safety, the passion that stick two people together.

I've replied the picture to a very old friend (ok, ex-boyfriend) and I've got a huge smile and a felted comment. Some weeks ago he made me a curious question: "Do you already have thought how it would be if we rebuilt the relationship?!" I laughed, I knew someday he would ask it. He knows the detailed answer and I'll not publish it here. But I have a question for him: "If you tell me that I'm too much exigent for you, how can you think on rebuilding a relationship?!"

This guy was the only one that has respected me in all senses during all over the relationship. It's difficult to find decent people around and hard to stick together two Aries. Mathematically I can deduce that only Aries people are decent. :)

Reward

One of these past days, I was talking with a friend until to 2 a.m. We have talked about everything, and even I told the beautiful story of my arrival at USA. I’ve never written about that, but just to have an idea… I’ve slept with rats in a 3rd floor on my first night. Well, slept… I haven’t closed the eyes, I was scary. The house was located on the East zone of Cleveland, i.e., the worst and poorest zone of Cleveland.

Two days ago, the same friend asks:

- Do you want go to the movie?!

- Humm, why not?! I do not remember the last time I went to the movie. Which movie do you want to see?!

- Ratatouille.

- I hate that, sometimes my mother does ratatouille. I feel nauseas just smelling it.

And we went to the movie, to see Ratatouille. We have made a total of 120 Km (V.N.G) to see a movie with rats.

Next time I must to tell him pretty stories. Perhaps about the baby deer in the campus or the squirrels on my bedroom window.

Absent-Minded

If you know me as well, you already know that I really bought a cowboy hat. Yesterday I was with a very old friend and we were talking about what kind of curtain rod I should put on my windows. Suddenly I’ve pick up the hat from the chair, put on my head and look to him very seriously (or laughing, I don’t remember).

- You should put a rod with one support in the middle… (I’ve put the hat) … with one (he was laughing), with one… (laughing uncontrollably).

Well, he doesn’t have finished his idea. I wonder what’s so funny about the hat.

A Story With About 12 Years Old

A good thing is to remember some situation on the past and laugh of it. One of these days I was talking with a friend when suddenly she said:

- Do you remember that time you were cooking pizza?! And your guy was saying “put some more corn, more corn…”. I never ate pizza with corn until that day.

- Yes, all the guys liked corn, so I’ve exaggerated on such ingredient.

- And do you remember after the dinner… we saw a movie where the girl used honey to cover the body guy. I do not remember the name of the movie.

- The title was “4 days and 5 nights”. The guy had decided to have an affair one week before the wedding.

- I don’t know.

- Ooh, but I know!

I went to the movie store with two of the guys. They would like to watch a movie with some “hard core” scenes. I’ve just remembered them the last time I tried to see such movie, I’ve blow up all the dinner. They gave me free pass to choose the movie. So I choose an erotic movie. Instead to watch hard core scenes we saw some sensual scenes. One of the guys said:

- With such movie, it is not fair to have only one woman with us.

- Oh, don’t worry, I’ll call to a friend of mine – said the other one.

At night when she has arrived, I was cooking pizza. I really don’t know how many pizzas I’ve cooked, perhaps 4 or 5… but each one were extra big size. One thing that I never liked is someone messing me while I’m cooking: “do this”, “put that”, “watch out”, etc. Come on… If I’d willing myself to cook, it’s because I know how to cook. Anyway… we had dinner and after we went to our bedroom to watch the movie. I never had so many people on the bed. We were 4 guys and 2 girls. Of course, two of the guys remained sited on a chair, because there was no space for everybody.

Something that I’ve appreciate was seeing the face of the guys on some erotic scenes. I wonder why I always loved to cause some dry swallowing to the guys. Unfortunately we could not saw some hot scenes. The video tape was to damage on that specific location. The guys have decided to replay these scenes on the relent mode. On one of the scenes, the woman covered the body of the men with honey. The man was attached to a post and could not move. He was to the mercy of that woman. She has massaged his body with honey and licked some honey for all over his body (or should I say “licked his body with honey”?). Suddenly the video tape was acceptable and… the maid arrived at home. It was morning. The maid saw her boss attached to a post, completely naked and dirty with honey and other sweet creamy food. Her boss…!!

That was what my friend remembers. I really don’t know why she remembers that night… perhaps because she was flirting one of the cute guys?! Anyway, I will never forget that night but for another reason. In the next day, I’ve ate honey for the last time on my life.

The idea was funny but in reality it was quite sticky. Try to imagine two people on the bathroom washing and itching themselves, after to have eaten an half of honey bottle of 500ml. When I remember this I usually say that I could not have a better nutritional breakfast as that one.

For those who planes to do such thing, try to use some body oil with a sweet fragrance instead to use some food. You really don’t want to scratch yourself during hours. That’s an advice.

All the video tapes have a few seconds showing a message “do not copy this video”. In my opinion, some video tapes should also present the message DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME.

After this message, I'm sure she will tell me again thousand times that I'm crazy. Ok, let's turn off the MSN. :-)

New Friend

Since yesterday evening, I have a guest at home. We are already close friends and I’ve the impression that we will live together from now on. Monday evening a female cat came next to me on the stairs at the University. She wanted that I pet her and I’ve did it. She looks like if she got a surgery on her left arm (or front leg!). It was dark, but I’ve noticed a minor scratch on the skin. I told her “go home, if you got a surgery that’s because you have an owner. I can not take you with me.” She replied “meww”. I left her and went to home.

Yesterday, at the end of the afternoon, there she was again in the same place. This time, she was dirty and she seemed lost. I’ve approached but it seemed she have not recognized me. I’ve taken the cat on my arms and went to home.

Next step… to go shopping!

Next step… gave her food and… a bath!

After a bath with antiseptic, I’ve tried to look carefully her body, but I had any luck. Well, I think the cat is a female; at least it behaves as my unforgettable boneca dead on January 8th, 2003. The female cats eat always by installments, while male cats eat everything at once. I do not want be pornographic, but yes… I’ve tried to open the cat legs to check, but the cat is too shy. On the floor, I’ve raised the cat tail but I didn’t saw any… balls.

The cat is black/dark brown, with yellow/green eyes. It’s little and does not have more than 3 pounds. However the coat has approximately 5 cm long, as the Persian cats. I’ve removed two ticks from her ears and putted a collar anti ticks and fleas. The kitten stills in very bad shape. She did not have any surgery; some asshole has tried to shave her with a razor. The marks are visible along the naked body. The scratched are located on the difficult parts to shave. Stupid kids… no doubts.

Try to imagine a cat with long coat and shaved on one side, like a punk. One of these days, I’ll show you some pictures. First I want to treat the little infected scratches. Let’s go to the chemistry to buy some anti-parasitic and healer medicine.

Humm, I need to buy more food, she ate an entire tin of cat food (400 grs) since last night.

Background

Everybody knows that the most important people are always in the background. The question that we should make to ourselves is “Am I belonging to the background people?!” Answering yes or no it is not a smart answer, since all the answers need corroboration.

Last Saturday I came to the office and an Indian colleague said that he would like to have a conversation with me. He began talking “I just want listen your wisdom about a tricky problem.” I was surprised. I know that some people are counting on me, but I never eared literally such words. The conversation was off record. This morning we met on the street while we were coming to work. The guy with a huge smile in the face said “I’ve sent a second e-mail as you told me, and finally they got my point.”

Rewinding the tape… about one year ago, a guy has requested help about a single math exercise, at MOOsaico. Well, I never liked the guy so I’ve remained in silence. The feeling was mutual. I knew that someone will answer to the problem, so I didn’t have bored with the issue. Two days after, the guy comes with a personal message requesting help from me about the same math exercise plus three extra exercises. I said “Look, in the other day, the girl has explained to you the problem.” He replied “Yes and I have understood a shit. I have a test tomorrow. I really need to know how to solve these exercises.” I have solved the exercises with all the explanations step by step in a text file. The funny thing is that the negative feeling between us has disappeared.

Another story (and the last of this post) was 4 years ago. A colleague was in troubles, he was talking about his problem with one or two colleagues. Usually when someone tells a story to one persona, in a few days everybody knows about the story. :-s I was astonished. The guy was completely stuck. He could not have done anything, only the surrounding people could help him. I’ve got the same problem when I started my PhD passing 4 months without receiving a cent. Yes, I’ve helped the guy. He only had a few euros in the pocket. He was buying cheap pickled food.

After a few days an old colleague comes into my office and gives me a big package. I have opened it. Inside there was a statue of an angel. I have asked “What this means? It’s not my birthday!” She puts her hands on my shoulder and says: “You are an angel.”

Ok, let’s clean these tears… Each time I remember the last story, some tears insist on coming into the eyes. I wonder why!?

Am I someone in the background?! I don’t know, but at least I feel like it.

Friends and Their Thoughts

A friend has just told me that when he listens Don't Stop me Now, by Queen, he remembers me.

And no... I didn't have any good time with him. Humm... I'm quite embarrassed... :-/